Wednesday, July 19, 2006

~/~van-evaluation~/~

it had been a busy week...got many remedials to attend...extra lessons to cope and the stress tat lurked around...but i'm still in a 'slack' mood...wahaha...i think my bad habit will forever be laziness...however i'm haunted tat it is already week 4 of term 3...it's like the prelims are approaching soon....time always flies past sooo quickly...especially when u dun wan it to be...

my mum is kinda sick these few days...cos she grumbled abt doing routine housewrk and being unable to do something of her interest...in the past...she complained abt working life being competitive & stressful...but now tat she's unemployed & became a full-fledge housewive....now she yearns for working life again.... i may be whining over studies right now but who noes one day...i may even miss the leisure to study?

a bit evaluation on my mid year exams...there were disappointments...there were suprises...first up...GP is expected but i was glad tat there were improvement in my essay...it's like the highest score tat i ever get...it may be an insignificiant grade for GP experts but i was comforted tat hard work paid off...Chem was disastrous & unforgiving...cos i attended chem tuition but the results sux...so i finally proven tat...Tuition doesnt work for me!!! Bio was a bit encouraging cos i improve but i still have more and more room for tat...but bio's really a detailed sub...it's hard...i was happy for maths...cos i got the highest grade tat i've ever gotten in ny...i hope to hit even higher...hehez....

wanna talk a bit abt friendship stuff in jc...frankly to say...it's hard to enjoy in jc...friends play an impt role in jc curriculum...but i find it hard to maintain and make it last...tracing the history of having friends...i got many friends in pri sch...maybe i was more open and sociable when young...u noe...young innocent look...in sec sch...it's almost the same for sec 1 & 2...i became sillier & wackier...but everything went wrong for sec 3 & 4...i became rather anti-social, uncomfortable, quiet and even cautious...not wanting to anger anybody...i just became a mould...letting ppl to shape me...jc 1 1st 3 months was like a dream...cos i began to regain true self...hanging out wif ppl who 'appreciate' me....jc1 & 2 turned out fine...cos i felt at ease but still there's smthing lacking...i made friends in class & cca...but as exams approach...funny conversations turned into simple 'hi & byes' or even juz a smile or wave...at worst...we ignore...the feeling we once shared had gone....

recently...i finally reunite with one of my pri sch friend...we had lost contact for almost 6 years...i was really happy to hear from her again cos she was my best friend in pri sch...i noe we cnt be as close as in the past...but able to be in contact...i was really happy.... :)

i wanna make "Forever Friends' work...so i was lucky to have a good bunch of friends inside outside sch...even if it doesnt work...i wanna cherish and rmb the moment forever... :)

tat's it at 11:56 PM

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